cute and peculiar

HE"S HERE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2011-09-19T20:43:00.000-07:00

ASHER WOLF born August 26th 5lbs 9oz 18.5 inches

Our little boy arrived 5 weeks early. Thank you Lord that he was perfectly healthy and I still managed to have natural childbirth. So despite the scariness of the fact that he was so early we really had a great delivery. So Without further ado meet the new

est member of our family.

These are a few pictures of when we got home from the hospital. We got to cut his "birthday" cake. Well maybe it was our baby shower cake from the shower that we missed because well he had just been born.

Now three weeks later and many many night of little to no sleep I am starting to feel like this is the new normal. I am starting to get use to being a mother of two.

Let me tell you a little about mister Asher. His name mean blessing and rich in life. We wanted him to always know that although he was a surprise we always felt like he was a blessing to our lives. And after the miracle of his birth and his health we knew that it was a perfect name. He is adorable, LOVES to nurse and loves to be held a whole lot more that Elliott did which husband and I are loving. :) He's just a cuddle baby. He loves his swing only second to actually being held.

More to come now I'm off to spend some time with my husband while the babies are sleeping.

New baby right around the corner

2011-08-23T15:36:00.000-07:00

I know that this time around on my pregnancy I am being exceptionally horrible at documenting . This baby is due about a month away and I noticed that I haven't really mentioned it on the blog. Maybe because I'm too busy being pregnant and taking care of a 13 month old. HA! That's life I guess I'm too busy living it that writting about it. Never the less we are sooooo excited for the newest member of the family to arrive.

So with that said let me tell you what pregnancy is like this time around.

We are having a boy. Name soon to be revealed

I am still craving peanut butter sandwiches like crazy this pregnancy although apples have not been as much of a hit as last time

Tart frozen yogurt? YES PLEASE!!!!

He seems way more active throughout the day. I mean I am constantly seeing my belly move. Does anyone else get a little freaked out by that too?

He has already hit his brother. HA! Not really but he does move a lot when Elliott is nursing which makes Elliott stop and look around as if saying "who did that?". I crack up every time!

We plan to have a natural birth again. Using THIS method. I am even taking a refresh course with my last instructor which is getting me excited for the process again.

I was having a major meltdown about labor again. I mean people always say that you will forget the pain by the next one. NOT TOTALLY TRUE! Although I don't remember the pain exactly I do remember the entire birth story as of it were yesterday. We were able to stick to our birth plan but still labor is... tough work. (hence the refresh courses)

We are so excited that we will have two little boys roaming our house soon.

And the best thing of all is that he will be here before all the major Holidays which makes the end of this year even more amazing.

I will try to post a little more on the pregnancy for this last month. We can't wait to meet him!!!

Bath time and a little peace

2011-08-22T21:52:00.000-07:00

This little baby sure loves his baths. I mean REALLY loves water. And I have to admit that it is one of my favorite times of the day. Usually bath time happens right after dinner and before bed. AKA Elliott's about to have a melt down time and mommy too. He is not really fussy at this time or when ever he gets tired he more becomes the most crazy silly baby you will ever meet. Climbing on everything crawling around thinking your chasing him usually ending up in him bumping into something and then that's when the tears start. Don't get me wrong most of the time it's adorable but being 8 month pregnant on top of it makes this game a lot less fun for mommy. Especially late in the evening.

So instead of feeling like I'm fighting a losing battle we get his bath ready or a shower for the both of us if the day was really tough. Hop in and enjoy playing with his water trains and listening to some music. It's a time for me to slow down the pace and really reflect on the great memories made of that day. Usually I'll retell some of the highlights of our day together other times just sing along to the music. Either way it changes the pace of that time and makes both of us enjoy the last little while before bedtime.

I think one of the biggest lessons I have learned as a mommy is to redirect the pace of the day if I am feeling overwhelmed. I learned when working at the preschool that if I am not having fun the kids are probably having a lot less. It's not always easy to make that shift in the day and sometimes it's a matter of getting through it and pray that tomorrow will be different. But little shifts like bath time make me really be able to take a deep breath and really enjoy my baby all the way to the end of the day.

I love being a mom and would not change this time in my life for anything but sometimes it can be exhausting. And after reading THIS AMAZING POST (must read) I agree that we should shine a little light at the day to day struggles that mommies have and embrace the fact that not everyday is perfect and allow ourselves to accept that. Thank you Mandy for your honesty.

Summer time

2011-07-09T22:09:00.001-07:00

Despite the very low tolerance to heat especially at 28 weeks pregnant. I am really trying to enjoy the summer and really soak up at much time with this little guys as I can before my time will be divided with the new baby. I was struggling with the idea of having to say Elliott was the "big brother and the big boy" now that there is a new brother on the way especially because he will only be 15 months old when the baby is born. But I read Ru byellen's post on calling her youngest baby and the newborn baby baby and I thought that was perfect! It really brought me a lot of peace to not have him grow up so fast.

Back to the summer. We have been enjoying going to the park where we discovered that Bear loves the swing and going down the slide. He is enjoying eating dinner outside and pointing to the birds flying by. And is really loving going for walks before breakfast.

Like I said at the beginning I really dislike heat but it has been so much fun being able to see this baby Bear explore more of his world and really loving it! Here's to some "pleasantly warm" (positive thinking) summer days.

Happy Birthday America

2011-07-09T21:49:00.001-07:00

Okay so I know I'm a few days late with the whole posting of the 4th of July but "hey I'm trying" We decided to not to go anywhere and just keep it easy and stay home with the family. We had a BBQ and then the boys lit fireworks until their hearts content. Our across the street neighbors were out of town so my mother in law decided to pull up a seat on their driveway and take be a spectator. It was so much fun we had all the fun of the fireworks without the yuckiness of the smoke. To make the show even better one of the neighbors had mortars so we even got a real firework show in our backyard. Although I wish Elliott would have seen some of this it was way past his bedtime and I would rather have a sleepy baby than a super cranky baby that would not have enjoyed himself. There is always next year.

Someone is one!!!!!!!!!

2011-07-01T22:27:00.001-07:00

Can you believe it? This little guy is already one year old. These are pictures of his actual birthday. He had two birthday parties I will be posting those pictures soon. But this was just a simple little treat (also his first real sugary treat) with just mami and papi. I went to a local bakery and bought this cute little cupcake just for him.

This is him at first just trying the icing. It took him a while to even do that. He is a very cautious boy so he really has to study something before digging in. I broke the bottom of the cake off so he would get the idea of eating it. At that point he seemed to start liking it.
And it's a hit!!!! once he realized that that big mountain of blue frosting was edible he was sold. Look at those eyes. Considering that the only sugar he had ever had came from fruit this was a real treat. Don't get use to it buddy :)

It's so weird it feels like this month has been such a huge milestone for him. Not just because of his birthday but things are just clicking. He has started...

-cruising on furniture. Although not thrilled about the idea of falling on his bottom to get down. He uses the scream for mama technique more. Resisting trying to pick him up all the time.

-talking (baby talk) a lot more. This kid wakes up telling a story. I think it runs in the family. We are all chatter boxes

-says "moo" when he sees a cow

-gives kisses when you say "besito"

-points to head when you say "la cabeza"

It has been so awesome seeing this baby grow. I am soooo in love with him. And I can't wait for his baby brother to meet him. With all this birthday planning out of the way I feel like I can just enjoy being a mama and being pregnant. *sigh* life all in all has been good.

Planning a little Bears Birthday

2011-05-16T19:10:00.001-07:00

That's right I cannot believe that it was almost one year ago that I was being rushed to the hospital thinking I was going to deliver this baby in the car. (let's hear it for Bradley Birth) It was the most amazing experience and I in a weird way enjoyed it. And of course the end result just makes all the pain so worth it. This Baby Bear (as my two year old class has endearingly named him) has turned my life upside down and made me love the little things about life all over again. I mean who knew that you would be cheering your heart out at two syllable words "maaa maaa, paa, paa" But these little things are what make this job so rewarding and literally melt your heart.

With all that said obviously a birthday party is at hand and I have a few ideas for a fun little party just right for my little bear.

I think this book will be the inspiration

I couldn't think of a better more festive books that combined the two things i wanted. A bear theme and his love for books. I am gathering a few inspirations picturing a country picnic type party. Red checkred table cloths, mason jars, daisies. I will try to remember to post some images that I have collected to inspire this theme. Let's see how it turns out.

Elliott is swimming Bear

2011-05-07T15:59:00.001-07:00

We signed Elli up for swim lessons as he seems to love water. ( I know, I know every mom says that... but it's true) He seemed to like it okay despite the 65 degree non California weather that surprised us this morning. But he was a trooper and looked like he was having fun towards the end.

This little guy is 10 and half months old and I am in shock at how fast the time has gone. I mean he is almost A YEAR OLD!!!!!! WHAT??????

It's the day before my first official mothers day and I cannot believe how blessed I am to have this baby boy in my life. It's weird I know people always say that kids change your whole perspective on life. I always thought it was pretty mellow dramatic... but you know what? It's true. I am a better person because of him and know the true meaning of unconditional love and putting someone else' need before you. AT ALL TIMES by the way :) And now with a new little boy on the way only God knows what lessons I am going to learn with him. All I know is that I am so lucky to be a mother and a daughter of a mother who always showed me what it was to sacrifice for your children and love every minute of it.

Happy Mothers Day

a tale of a horrible blogger

2011-02-07T20:48:00.000-08:00

I love his face in this picture. About to have a melt down.

Once upon a time there was a mommy who set her heart on documenting the little triumphs and bumps on the road from married to prego to mommyhood. She disappeared for what seemed like am eternity only to come back to her blog to find her baby so little. Ashamed and wanting to make thing right she quickly posted a few pictures and wrote a cheesy story as a hopeful and apologetic mend to get things back on the road.
So after too many months out to lunch let me present my growing boy Elliott who is now 7 months old. He loves standing, dancing to music. (he shakes his head) loves his crinkle books and having baby jabber conversations with you. He's eating solids and does he love to eat especially carrots. Still HATES being on his belly and is more amazing and lovable each and every day. He sleeps pretty well at night only waking up once to eat and I think we got this nap thing in control. At least for now.
These months have been the hardest and most amazing months of my life. Elliott is such a blessing from the Lord and I can't even remember what life was like before him. (i think more sleep but not as fun) I hope I can commit to really documenting this awesome journey with this little guy.

Fall in the summer and Summer in the fall????

2010-09-24T23:03:00.000-07:00

So the weather around here has been pretty strange we were teased with cool weather last week. (the last week of summer) but summer wasn't over without a fight and the heat has come back. (I really shouldn't complain we have had a pretty mild summer over all.) Which means that we stayed indoors in a cool place all day seeing as I am really horrible at functioning in the heat.

Today called for an indoor picnic.

Checking out his guest at the picnic...Quickest way to make Elliott upset... too long on his tummy. Does anyone else have that problem? I know tummy time is good for them.

Hurry!!! Quick distraction before total meltdown.... teddy will do the trick.Disaster averted.

As you can see it was the most exclusive of picnics with only a few guest invited. Just his teddy bear and Sophie the Giraffe. Mami and Papi were invited too but we were not at all photo ready. It ended up being a great day while trying to beat the heat

2010-09-12T00:00:00.000-07:00

Can you imagine waking up to this every morning? I am truly so blessed to have such an easy going happy baby... at least most of the time. He really is a morning person so far.

2010-09-11T23:50:00.000-07:00

Happy Late Birthday to the very best husband I've ever had... yes your the only husband I've ever had but you are still the best. Thank you for being my best friend and putting up with me even when I'm not very nice to be around. You are amazing and I am so happy to be raising our beautiful son together.
Okay enough sappy stuff.. thanks for watching really cheesy movies with me and listening to all my silly girl talk babel. That's the stuff that really counts.

A day in the life...

2010-08-30T21:40:00.000-07:00

My oh my how time flies when your little one is growing up. I feel like I barely have time to blink and take in the moment before it's gone and he is bigger. We have been trying to work on a sleep schedule as I will be going to work next month and I have the opportunity to take him with me. Which is so great but still majorly stressful for me. I have been trying to completely indulge every waking moment I have alone with him and give him as much attention as I can now seeing as when we are at work I have... well you know a job to do too. So most of our day consist of a fun little routine. (Can you tell I'm a little obsessive about structure and schedule.. maybe a little too much. HA!) Here's what our days look like most of the time with exception of days we go out. To spare you all the details I will just post activity times and skip all feeding and diaper changes.

7:00 am- He wakes up bright eyed and bushy tailed ready to start his day (this is his happiest most active time. We start the morning with morning time songs, a clean diaper and a full

tummy. We play for a while. He usually likes his activity gym for a while before looking exhaustedand falling asleep again.

Clearly not Elliott in the picture but it is the activity gym he has.

At about 12ish he is pretty calm and alert so I take this time to either read to him or teach him a few words in sign and Spanish. Anything from his body parts to playing with finger puppets and telling him the name of each thing. If in the mood to settle he really likes to be read to . His favorite book is Paul Frank High Five which is an adorable touch and feel book. I think he likes all the bold colors

This is by far one of my favorite pictures to date. At around 3 he starts to get a little fussy and just wants to be held so I try to make the best of this time by throwing on some music and dancing around with him. I'll play pretty much anything that has a good beat but we mainly listen to Salsa for Kittens and Puppies. It is the cutest album of classic and new songs done in a salsa beat. Not only is it in both Spanish and English but it actually has a good beat so you are actually enjoying it too. It's a win win situation, I get a little work out and he get to be held.

Finally in the evening we wind down a bit I sing to him (Note all this singing I do is NEVER done on key. He is the only one who enjoys this.) He might go into his activity gym one last time before his bed time we get his jammies on and say our prayers and he is in bed by 7:30 or 8 which is his longest sleep session.

This is just what an average day may look like but obviously he is a baby and sometimes his temperament determines how the day is going to go. I think that, that is the key to really enjoying your time with a baby. Knowing he/she well enough to know how they might react to activities and going with the flow. For me exploration and keeping his mind stimulated is super important. I like to think about it as if I were the ultimate tour guide. Imagine being in a place completely new every sound, smell, color is something you have never experienced before. I feel like God has given me the privilege to be able to show Elliott all these things for the first time and I don't want to take the opportunity for granted.

My how they grow...

2010-08-28T20:52:00.000-07:00

Elliott is officially two months old today. While he was napping today I decided to upload some pictures my mother in law took of us on his first trip to the beach last month and I cannot believe how much he's grown in just a matter of weeks. Aren't baby toes the cutest.. I really can't take it.

There is that infamous Moby again boy do we love it. Okay so maybe he slept through the whole trip but look how cute he looks sleeping at the beach.

New Laughs

2010-08-11T18:12:00.000-07:00

There hasn't been a whole lot of action here in blog world. Mainly because there has been so much going on here in real world. My little Elli Bear has been pretty attached to me lately I think he might be growing because all he wants to do is eat sleep and be with mommy. Sometimes I feel like complaining. Like when you wish you could eat your meals with two hands or when all you want is like one second by yourself and it not be to use the bathroom. I just have to remember that these moments won't last forever and that sooner than I would like I will be wishing all he wanted is to stay with mommy. So there has been a whole lot of loving and cuddles going on around here these days. We have been going for walks in the evening. Thank you to who ever invented the Moby wrap it has been my hero and the best part is you can go about most activities while they sleep right next to you.

Today was a new day though which left me so excited and full of peace. Elliott woke up early we got ready and we went to Disneyland for the first time! Don't worry folk I did not keep him out too long. My mother in law has a season pass and got me one too as an early birthday present! (Thanks Karin!!!!) so we only went for a couple hours to walk around no rides for us. Then we went to visit my co workers at the preschool where he decided to wake up and be alert and adorable for everyone. We headed home and after he woke up I decided to try to give him his first bottle of pumped milk. ( I plan on giving him one a day so he can get use to it by the time I work again) and guess what??? He took it with no fuss and ate 3oz. I was a proud momma.

But without a doubt the highlight of my day came when we were doing music time. I sang Ol' McDonald with these little finger puppets of each animal and went through the names of each animal in Spanish, English and sign when I got to "cow" he started laughing. Every time I made the sign for cow he would laugh. I cannot describe how amazing that moment was to me. It melted me heart. If I can get laughs like that from him I promise I'll carry him around until he's 30. :)

Consistency vs. Schedule

2010-07-28T18:01:00.000-07:00

So as a mommy that wants to "parent with intention" I look forward to the time I get Elliott in a wakeful calm state where I can sing, play, exercise and just plain have some fun with him. I have been blessed with a VERY alert child. It feels like sometimes he fights sleeping because he doesn't want to miss a beat.( I assure him there is nothing fun going on at 4:30am and he should go back to bed HA!) I sometimes feel like he gets frustrated when he isn't stimulated enough. But with that said I have to remind myself that (here's a shocker) HE IS STILL A BABY. I recently had the most awesome 24hr period with him. He woke up so happy and alert we played, got ready for our day. He took naps consistently through out the day woke up to feed and play.

That evening we got ready for bed he slept great in his crib (he slept in a co sleeper for a while) woke up only to be fed and get changed but immediately went back to sleep once put down. Sounds like a mothers dream right? Well I was so excited that the "schedule" had worked out that well, that I planned a whole curriculum for the next day with that same time frame in mind. Boy was I upset when he woke up the next day fussy and all he wanted to do most of the day is sleep. I had to step back and remember he is still so young (one month old today to be exact) and just because some days he can handle so much that isn't always going to be the case.

Hence the consistency vs. schedule. His only daily task is to eat , sleep and poop! And that is the only thing as a mommy to a very young baby that need to be taken care of consistently. Playing, singing etc. is still so important to his development but can't be put on a schedule it happens when he is ready and happy to do it. If not it makes it not fun for either of you.

As a person who thrives and works best when on a schedule it was a really big lesson for me. To really take a step back and realize what he needs on a daily basis. Some days it may be a lot of music, others just being held and cuddled either way he is getting exactly what he needs to grow up healthy and smart. I have to keep reminding myself that art, music, play time is only one aspect of what can make him well rounded but the most important part is that he know we love him and we will be there always for whatever he needs. When writing that sentence I realized that, that is by far the healthiest, best lesson a baby can learn. For now sign language can wait I'm gonna go cuddle my baby.

Mothering with intention... through the hair pulling

2010-07-24T21:01:00.001-07:00

The first lesson in being a momma is.... it's hard. I don't think that people admit that enough. Or if they do they are so dramatic about it that it scares the living day lights out of you. The truth is it's harder than they say but in a completely different way so to try to explain it is pointless. . My biggest challenge at first was realizing that I am responsible for someone else, that I can no longer come and go whenever I please. That what my baby needs at this moment is more important than most things on my to do list for the day. My mother in law calls this "working for the eternal vs. for the moment". Meaning that how I raise and influence Elliott today will leave a lasting impression for the rest of his life and his future family (scary to think) vs. doing laundry, cleaning although important is just for today for the moment. It's not easy and sometime you want to pull your hair out... good thing Elliott seems to do that for me.

I can't say that I always follow that mantra. I have found myself trying to lull him to sleep so I can clean the closet or do laundry when I really should be playing and giving him different type of attention. By the naked eye I looked like a great mom holding, cuddling and rocking my baby to sleep but truth is I was depriving him of important stimulation time.

Being an art teacher at a preschool for the last several months has taught me routine, consistency and knowing your intent with everything you do with a child is everything. Keeping some things the same to make them feel safe while changing some things to keep their interest is a hard balance especially when your trying to apply that theory to your own child and your, your own boss. Basically I am treating motherhood as a full time teaching job. I plan the curriculum, the field trips and meals.

Here's to my new job and my first student. I will be posting ideas, projects and activities I am doing hoping that this may help other new moms know that there is a lot more to do with your baby than lulling him to sleep or taking him out to run errands. Both great and need to be done but there is so much more.

Sometimes lulling isn't such a bad thing.... especially during bed time. The hair pulling is so worth it for these moments.

Welcome to mommyhood

2010-07-24T17:29:00.000-07:00

He's finally here. Our little boy Elliott has arrived on June 28th 2010. And boy did he make for an exciting entrance into this world. Cliff notes version of his birth story.... We wanted a natural birth, during labor I decided that natural birth was not for me. HA! I was stuck at home immobile because the contractions were so strong I kept on trying to muster up the strength to get ready to go to the hospital to get an epidural by the time that happened we got in the car and the first thing I said was... " I think I have to push!" In unison by husband and his mom say "DON'T PUSH!!!" We got tot the hospital I get put in the wheelchair and immediately get taken into the laboring room. The nurse checked me said I was ready and I was going to have this baby in A FEW MINUTES!! 15 minutes later he was here and guess what.... I got the natural birth I planned. God works in amazing ways. Without further ado may I introduce the newest member of out family, Elliott Bear

Pretty cute huh? Well it's been almost a month and I finally feel like I'm getting the hang of having someone completely dependent of me. It's nothing like what I thought it was, a lot harder but I am so much more in love with him than I ever thought possible.

I am planning to make this blog a mommy blog I have a few ideas on how I plan to raise Elliott and I'd like to share them here if any one is interested.

Week 26...Feeling overwhelmed

2010-03-24T15:14:00.001-07:00

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Where has this month gone? Geez! Well we are at week 26 and right about now I am feeling a little under the weather. Really tired and REALLY overwhelmed. I keep thinking that there are a billion women in the world that have responsibilities while pregnant and they get what they need done. Right about now I feel like maybe I am just not that brave or strong. I feel like there is just so much on my plate. Baby, work, getting the house ready for baby, birthing classes, being a wife, and still being a kind and calm person during all of this is feeling like an overwhelming task. Then add the exhaustion and sicky feelings I've had this week and I give up.

Okay so maybe I'm just having a bit of a pity party but that is just how I'm feeling. I took the day off of work and am trying to rest and regroup my thoughts. I just have to remember that I am not doing this alone. I have God and I have a loving husband and family that will walk with me every step of the way. I just have to make that me mantra for time like this "I am NOT alone".

week 21

2010-02-17T19:58:00.000-08:00

Baby has been moving a lot, later in the evening. You still can't feel it from the outside so it still feels like butterflies. It makes me look a little crazy when I get excited and giggle to myself. My hormones are finally kicking in. I keep hearing these crazy emotional stories from women while they were pregnant, and I just could not relate. Until NOW. This week I've been a bit of an emotional wreck crying, getting angry quickly. Which as a result has not been the best week for the family either. Ooops.

On a better note husband and I actually did something for valentines day. (we never do but it just happened to fall on a perfect date day) We rode the train from our house to Downtown LA. Olvera St. to be exact. We ate at my favorite Mexican restaurant that my family and I have been going to since I was little. Then we walked over to Little Tokyo to enjoy some mochi and window shopping. I actually got treated to a few awesome gifts while there.

The latest issue of my favorite Japanese Mag... it even came with a free gift inside.
And two bento egg molds. I haven't used them yet. I'm sure they will be adorable. All and all I felt like a pretty lucky lady that day, and everyday for that matter, (at least when I'm not on a hormonal rampage) Not much else to report. Let see what week 22 will look like.

I want to remember all this

2010-02-14T08:50:00.000-08:00

I have no where near documented this pregnancy as much as I have wanted to. So I decided it's better late than never. So here's a few memories I want to remember!

1st trimester

we found out at 6 weeks. We had suspected we were but decided to wait until we both had the day off to find out for sure. It was raining that morning and I was just too eager to find out I snuck out of bed and took a test we had at home. It was positive I woke up husband and in his half asleep daze was excited. I didn't believe it so I bundled up and walked to the store in the rain to buy a jumbo pack of tests. I took all of them that day and they were all positive! We were so excited... later that day we found that our car was broken into. No big loss but a big mess. OH well we were having a BABY!!!

We moved back to California from Oregon at about 10 weeks pregnant. We drove straight through, which was not super fun for husband considering the fact that I was feeling exhausted and I pretty much slept straight through. (Sorry husband)

Like I mentioned before there was a whole lot of sleeping going on these days.

I never thru up but I was ALWAYS feeling like I was. I didn't eat much during that time expect for tons of these..

and some Daphene's Greek food from time to time.

I became a familiar friend with the bathroom after my bladder became my enemy.... I keep hearing it gets worse.

we got our first ultrasound and baby looked like a tad pol to me and an alien to husband.

2nd trimester

I have realized that the fact that you lose brain cells while your pregnant is completely true and it sucks. .... "what was I doing????? oh yeah, I digress" ...

week 16 I felt you move for the first time while we were on vacation in Mexico. People say that is early but I know it was you. It felt like butterflies in my belly. I just think you loved relaxing out there as much as I did.

Week 18

found out that you were a boy (daddy and I had suspected all along). We decided on a name. You seemed like quite a dancer in there.

Week 19

Got the big ultrasound that verifies the sex and lets us know that you are growing at a healthy pace. We got to see you attempt and succeed at sucking your thumb. And for the first time I was able to see your whole body. You looked comfy in there using me as a hammock you kicked a lot but refused to change complete positions,which the ultrasound tech was not to happy about.

here you are resting your hands behind your head. I don't think that I would have moved much either.

Week 20

I officially feel like I am pregnant. I swear it happened over night. I went to sleep okay woke up the next day HUGE. I feel like I have gained 20lbs. (thank God I haven't but I did gain like 3lbs that week... see it wasn't ALL in my head)

We heard your heartbeat at the doctors she asked your name and she said you must have known and liked your name because you came to the top of my belly when I said it. Your heartbeat was so strong and fast I think I could cry just thinking about it all over.

Cravings... so far

Apples or anything apple cinnamon
this one is a gross one. Taco bell ground meat or any overly seasoned ground meat. I try not to give into this one too much.
this one might be the same sort of thing chili cheese dogs (don't worry I don't eat then all the time so please no comment on the fact that hot dogs are bad I spoke to my dr. and she said everything in moderation) I crave it a lot. I give in a little
and so far the biggest craving is a good ol' PB & J sandwich. I eat them everyday for lunch and they are so yummy
Jamba Juice especially the mango a go go

Well now that I have that all out of the way I will try to keep up my post so that I would have to make them all this long. I am just happy now that I have it started and I have a place to keep these memories. They won't last very long in this prego head of mine.

there is going to be a lot more testosterone around here...

2010-01-26T21:06:00.000-08:00

First off I am so sorry to have been missing for so long.There has been a lot of events that have kept me pretty occupied.

1. Husband and i are officially California residents again. YAY I'm a hop skip and jump away from family!

2. Shortly after the move we went to Merida Mexico. Which was amazing to say the least. Pictures coming soon.

3. I started a completely different job

4. And the last excuse for not blogging, the thing that has been consuming this family night and day with sheer joy (insert drum roll please).... WE ARE HAVING A BABY BOY!!!!!!!!!!!

Can you believe it? We hardly can. As you can imagine this whole family has just completely gone crazy so now all my web time goes into day dreaming about baby gear. Here are some things that steal me heart

(amazon.com)

all other images fawn and forest.com

I am officially in love with anything on fawn and forest. Thanks to craigslist, my husband driving and my parents generosity I was able to snag a real Modernica rocker for half the price. I am in heaven. I promise I'll visit again soon.

The Great Pumpkin & everything else fall

2009-10-28T23:08:00.000-07:00

The days are getting colder the leaves have officially changed and above all the Great Pumpkin was officially on t.v. Yup it's that time of the year.. fall. My favorite and especially here in Portland it is just magical. (picture From last year.. my first REAL fall. I was so in love)

I better soak in all this fall weather while I get the chance, last I heard in was 80 degrees in California. (oh boy!) Until then I will enjoy pumpkin spice lattes, rain boots as a necessity not just for looks, sleeping with a ton of blankets because once again we moved in to an apartment with a difficult heater. Oh well at least we find humor in it all.

California Here We Come....

2009-10-21T22:27:00.000-07:00

Husband and I have decided that we are moving back to California. It was not an easy decision but we know that it is the right one. We will soon be packing up our little car with our belonging and starting the trek back. I always thought this was what I wanted but as the time gets closer I feel like I'm really going to miss Portland. I think we have grow so much and learned so much about each other while living here. I would never change it for the world!

Off to our new adventure...

outdoorsy

2009-09-28T00:16:00.000-07:00

So I did it!!! I have officially gone on my first real "roughing it" camping trip, and you know what..... I didn't hate it. I actually loved it. I loved the fact that there was no timeline for anything, no clock to watch and absolutely no expectation for the day. All I had on the agenda was spend time with husband and look around at what God has created for us. It was magical!

This was the little creek that ran just a little ways away from our site. We could actually hear it at night while falling asleep. (confession- falling asleep in the woods did scare me a little... a lot.. okay maybe i was petrified but i still loved it)

Our tent

Just across the road in front of us was a meadow. It was so amazing at night husband and I were able to look at the stars from there.

Check out the coolest mushroom growth that we found on a tree during one of our hikes. It looks like a city for tiny fairies or something.

Real men cook in the woods. Husband and I got the best little camping stove that helped us prepare yummy camping food. (confession #2 I bought a light weight french press so I was able to have coffee the whole time we were there, something I absolutely can't function without! Is it still "roughing it" if I can have coffee and the new issue of Glamour at hand?)

And lastly the killer view we got of Mt Hood as we drove out of our camp ground. Good bye for now nature. I miss you already. Is it normal to be this sad to be back indoors? I really think this little trip sparked something in me that I didn't know I was missing. More than anything is the feeling of being so small in this majestic world that the Lord has given us.

Feeling a bit like Enid today

2009-09-07T23:29:00.001-07:00

So maybe my best friend and I were compared to these two more than once. Maybe I did have a bob and wear little boy t-shirts with skirts (mine was star wars)in high school. But although the obssesion with childrens clothing is gone and my hair has long since grown out there will always be my love for Ghost World. (and secretly my crush on Steve Buscemi) Plus 1960 Bollywood films can you get any better than that? My heart skips a beat the the white suits. skinny ties and the girl with the big hair and gold dress... I really can't tell you how happy it makes me.

hello there

2009-09-07T02:39:00.001-07:00

Big Hair, originally uploaded by cuteandpeculiar.

If it isn't big hair then it's big shoes. I think I like to make up for my small stature. HA

Today I....

2009-08-23T13:27:00.000-07:00

*ran the whole way to work because I over slept
*only worked for 4 hours
*had a giant cup of coffee but still was able to fall asleep when I got home
*saw a ladybug walking on the sidewalk
*still made it home in time to cuddle with husband before he went to work
*am so tired and so bored I don't know which side to listen to
*have a huge TO DO list.... but might not get to too much
*am missing my family and friends a lot
*wish that husband could have stayed home with me

Today I know that even when I am feeling so exhausted and a little down there are still reasons to smile.
Thank you husband and ladybug for making me smile today.

Photo via flickr

I'm sorry it's been so long!!!!

2009-08-21T20:21:00.000-07:00

Well I'm finally back!!! The Internet has been down for a while. Well at least the wireless which means no internet on my computer but husband was still able to play WOW all he wanted. Hmm.. does anyone else see a problem with that? HA
Well he has definitely made it up to me. He got me these sunglasses yesterday as 1. an early b day present (it's not until October) and 2. A get out of jail free card for cleaning for the next couple of weeks. I think it was worth it.

I wasn't always a big fan of Juicy but lately I think they have stepped up there game especially in the ad department. They are just so cute and whimsical. Now all i can think about is pink everything and big satin bows in my hair. Oh shoot advertisement does work!!!!>

On another note after a super yummy homemade dinner I made tonight husband went to get us a dessert and came back with lava cake and this!!!! He is oh so sweet. SEE!!!!, how can I complain about no cleaning when he does things like this all the time? Tough one. HA Well I guess I'lll let him slide for no internet for like a month. You'll be seeing me a lot more now.

mad heat and mad men

2009-07-29T00:46:00.001-07:00

Dear summer heat

You are ruining my life. I don't have any desire to do anything. It is so hot that every breath feels like my last. It feels like even typing right now is exhausting and over heating me. Can you please go back to being sunny and cool? It would really help me a lot... I'm sure a few other people feel the same way. Please please please.

Sincerely,
maybe I don't love summer anymore
Leslie

Now that I got that out of the way I just found one of the most fun little sites via this cute blog...
It's madmenyourself.com
I made husband and I...cute right?

Also my new obsession is whipup.net .This site is loaded with tons of fun ideas like this one blocks made into picture magnets. I can't wait to try to make them.

Well I'm off to desperately try to stay cool.
xoxo

Before and after

2009-07-21T22:28:00.001-07:00

After a tough few week of feeling exhausted and over worked I finally took a little time to do something I love and give my little kitchen a face lift.

Before

After

I used a high quality craft paper from The Paper Source as a faux wallpaper and painted the hinges to match my kitchen accesories. I bought a few succulents ( fool proof plants) to put on the shelf and there you have it. A cheap little way to make my kitchen a bit more fun. .... Only problem now I want to redecorate EVERTHING.:)

Wow.. Is it a year already????

2009-07-03T22:39:00.000-07:00

I can't believe that it has already been one year since husband and I moved to Portland. This time last year we were crammed in our little car with all of our belonging smashed in the back of our car. I wish I had a better picture so you could get the full affect of how we drove, but none the less it was such a fun road trip. With way too many stops for snacks and energy drinks and perhaps MIA on repeat a few too many times. It was so exciting driving to a place I had never even been before and crossing our fingers that the apartment we rented via email and pictures was actually as cute as it seemed and in a good neighborhood. We were pleasantly surprised, :)

Although I miss my family like crazy it has been an amazing experience. In a way it really was fitting to move away right near 4th of July. It really marked the Independence of husband and I and starting our own family.

I'm not sure what our plans are for tomorrow besides husband having to work :( At least he get off early. I would be fine not doing much... All my little heart desires are a few sparklers :)
Have fun!!! Happy 4th of July!!!!

Yummy summer treats

2009-06-30T19:22:00.001-07:00

-- Things I'm living at the moment
* strawberries and blueberries
*this ones a no brainer...Husband
*our new place finally coming together and feeling like home.

I'm enjoying this summer weather and all the yummy pretty treats that come from it. This is my first full summer out of California and although I miss it so much I am not missing 100 degree weather. At least not for the whole summer. :)

Coming along nicely

2009-06-27T01:08:00.001-07:00

So here is a new picture of our built ins and the arch that leads to our bedroom. Things are not quite done yet but it's starting to feel like home. Cozy and full of love.
Our friends gave us this tv ( thank you Ben & Ricki) so we decided to build a entertainment center to block the entry.( We have a second door on the side.) the result I think ended up nicely. We still need matching curtains but husband says I need to be patient. I'm trying my best to be.

P.s. Yes that is the intro to Big Love. I've been obsessed as of late.
Goodnight

Starting to feel like one

2009-06-27T00:56:00.000-07:00

Today was our friend Whitney's birthday party as I was writting our her card I didn't even have to think twice about making the card out from both husband and myself. I know that sounds silly but it meant a lot to me to know that after a year of marrige I am finally feeling completly comfortable in my roll as a wife. We are a party of two and I'm loving it!!

-- Post From My iPhone

Flowers!!!

2009-06-17T00:28:00.001-07:00

I was taking a walk during my lunch today and I noticed the adorable flower set up in Pioneer Square. They had little white chairs for people to sit on this faux garden. I love the fact that flowers can brighten up your day.
Life is still a hectic mess. Trying to unpack and get back to normal life not having to rummage through boxes to find my shoes. The cable/internet guy will be here Thursday. Thank goodness life will soon be normal again.

Moving, moving,moving

2009-06-10T18:52:00.001-07:00

We are in the process of moving right now, but not before giving our place a little character. What do you think? We are super excited although I have to admit that I am getting a bit nostalgic about having to leave the first apartment we lived in together. It was such a sweet place but I think it was time to spread our wings a little. More pics coming soon.

Because husband need suprises too

2009-06-05T00:15:00.000-07:00

Today I felt like doing a little something special for husband so I surprised him with a gift and took him on a date

Just a few comfy tees

Check out our dessert from our new favorite Mexican restaurant, Taste of Mexico the food is so yummy if you live in the area so worth checking out

Goodnight moon...

2009-06-03T21:26:00.001-07:00

Had a great day with husband even if I'm being little difficult (sorry husband). Home cooked dinner, walk in the park and DYI on a budget decorating ideas for our new apartment. We should be moving in a couple weeks. So excited to get more space !!!!!!
The rest of the agenda for tonight.. Painting and maybe get started on some embroidering. Feeling inspired again!

-- Post From My iPhone

Hey I can do this from my phone

2009-06-02T23:39:00.000-07:00

I found an app that let's me blog from my phone. Maybe this way I won't be such a bad blogger.
Tonight husband and I went on a little ice cream adventure that took us all over the city :) no real reason why simply because we were having way too much fun just driving around. I truely think that it's a sign of true friendship and love. When the most simple tasks become so fun!!! I love husband for that it it makes me happy to think he will be such a fun dad ( super stern but fun) Not much else to report finally feeling inspired again so maybe I'll be posting some new art soon.

anniversary part II

2009-05-21T21:02:00.000-07:00

I wanted to show off the beautiful flowers that husband gave me on our anniversary.

I couldn't stop smelling them. :DSince the first year anniversary gift is paper and one of our goals in life it to travel I have been collecting postcard for the last few months and strung together along with paper planes (we seem to love them) and hung them around the apartment. Just a nice reminder that we will be able to see the world together one day.
Husband also suggested we each get a subscription to a magazine as our gift.I chose Pinky a Japanese fashion magazine. FYI I have a HUGE obsession with all things Japanese and the girls in these magazines are adorable and make anything look so cute and stylish

P.s. I got a hair cut it's amazing how good you feel after one.

"I DO"... I mean WE DID one year ago to be exact

2009-05-18T22:11:00.000-07:00

That's right one year ago exactly we were getting married in some very unexpected crazy So Cal spring weather it ended up being like 100+ degrees that day. HA!!! But it was all worth it.

For our anniversary we decided to go to Marrakesh a Moroccan restaurant where the food is delicious and you get to eat with your hand... I felt like I was being such a rebel... my mom I'm sure would not like that idea all her dinner table rules were gone and it felt great!

It really was so romantic. I love this man so much and feel very blessed to be able to grow old with him *sigh* Well here we are one year later and loving it!!!!!!

I took this last picture while I was waiting for husband to get the car. After some really great weather there was a sudden down poor tonight and husband didn't want me to get soaked. What a gentleman.:)

Hello, hello

2009-05-14T20:24:00.001-07:00

Just dropping in to say a quick hello. I have exciting news... We are moving just a few blocks away from where we live currently but to a bigger place and a little more in the heart of one of the cutest neighborhoods!!! I'll have pictures soon. In the mean time I'll be day dreaming about cute DIY (low budget) decor from our new home:)
**leslie

we love you

2009-05-10T12:21:00.000-07:00

Happy mothers day to all the wonderful mommies out there especially these amazing women. I feel so lucky to not only know these strong women but to be part of their family as well. We love you so much.

I've been a bit under the weather for the last week but I promise I'll start posting regularly again.

Make sure you give your mom tons of love today!!!!!!!! xoxo

Our first REAL hiking trip

2009-04-28T12:05:00.000-07:00

Last week husband and I finally went on a real hiking trip. It was Dog Mountain which in on the Washington side of the Gorge. It was quite a workout and a whole lot more intense than we anticipated. (remember we are new at this) after what seems like forever going uphill we finally reached the summit only to reveal the most beautiful scenery that I have ever seen. All the pain seemed worth it to be able to have lunch on top of the world. Incredible.

Wow who knew I would ever be into hiking or anything that possibly involved me having to get my hair a bit out of place. HA More pics soon

I <3 <3 <3 Magnolia Trees

2009-04-20T22:00:00.001-07:00

Husband and I have taken up hiking lately I mean we live in Oregon for goodness sake what better place to start. Well today we went on a hike at the Hoyt Arboretum and came across the best trail. The magnolia trail, through most of it there are Magnolia Trees (how obvious) Well I have never seen these type of trees before the are so lovely!!!!

Look how big the flowers get I made husband put hand there to show the size of these pretty things.
More flowers

Here I am posing next to the pretty daffodils. Don't I look wildernessy? I'm like a pro. HA!

One last picture. I enjoyed this day oh so much the weather was amazing!!!

Does anyone else want to be a Fafinette?...

2009-04-20T00:33:00.000-07:00

Well I do. Not just a pretend dress up fafinette but if they really excited.. you know it would be like a way cooler version of being a fairy. :D I mean who doesn't want a to have a pet lamb that use to be a pirate and that's why he has a peg leg ( She made up that story not me) or wear heart shaped blush.

But putting fantasy aside Fafi really is one of my favorite artist. I think that she is so talented and I think that her characters capture a certain something. They are girly, tough, sexy and a little innocent all at the same time. I think it's what every girl would like to be :) Well I hope she inspires you as much as she inspires me. xoxo

Feliz Cumpleanos

2009-04-18T22:59:00.000-07:00

The worlds best dad is having a birthday today!!!! He is so amazingly great and loving and well like I said the worlds best dad :D I don't know what else to say except that I love him so much and I am so blessed to have him as a father. He has done so much for our family and has worked so hard for us to have a better life.. i guess that's what it means to be a true parent. Okay before I start getting teary eyed. I love you daddy. Que Dios lo bendiga.

Can't sleep

2009-04-15T01:05:00.001-07:00

I am missing husband so much tonight. He is at his uncles house helping him with odd jobs around his house and had to spend the night there *so sad* I don't even know what to do. I know that sounds helpless but geez I am such a baby and every little noise is scaring me. I keep thinking "this will be the night someone breaks in" (p.s. I live on the third floor of my building so the likeliness of that really happening is actually pretty unlikely... but still you just never know)
I suppose I'll try to watch some t.v. to try to fall asleep (I've gotten out of that habit since I got married) but that use to work so I wouldn't let my imagination get the best of me.
Goodnight I hope I get some sleep. At least I get to pick him up tomorrow afternoon.

P.S. i swear I just heard something in the kitchen.... this is gonna be a long night

Happy Easter

2009-04-12T17:19:00.000-07:00

Hello everyone I hope you all are having a great Easter Sunday. As for husband and I it was an amazing time with our friends. we had such a tasty Easter supper. Now we are back at home relaxing and enjoying our time alone. I just wanted to stop by and say a quick hello on this Holy day. God bless.
Leslie

Birthday Brother

2009-04-09T21:11:00.000-07:00

Top 5 Reasons why I think my brother is the coolest

1. He is a great singer and will always get on stage (especially at Mariachi restaurant.. our fav)

2. He knows all the words to La Bamba the movie

3. He taught me how to climb a fence when I was little

4. He might have the cutest family ever.!!!!

5.He makes the best salsa... well maybe second best after me :)

We hope you had a great birthday Brother. God bless you. We love you.

Leslie and Cody

too short...

2009-04-07T20:47:00.001-07:00

Not the rapper,Me. Check out my attempt at taking a picture of husband and I while we were standing up. Can you believe he was actually willing to look at the camera? Sometimes I feel like such a pip squeak.

Ahh That's better. He even was nice enough to take the picture himself after he saw me struggling, LOL He even managed to work up a smile.

On our way back home from grocery shopping we took the long way home through Washington Park.

The flower that husband picked for me when we stopped at one of the look outs. Have I mentioned how sappy we've been lately<3All and all a great day off.

i'm loving spring

2009-04-07T01:43:00.001-07:00

We have been graced by the presence of the sun. The last two days have been the best weather we have had in a while. The street were so crowded with people as if we just woke up from hibernation. As always I had to work both days but I was able to sneak a little picnic at the Rose Garden with husband during my lunch break.

I have never seen so many cherry blossoms until I moved here. I love pink trees.
I've never really seen so many daffodils either... come to think about it I haven't experienced seasons before this whole flowers blooming everywhere thing is new and so exciting.
Okay I leave you with a picture of husband driving me back to work. FYI husband hates taking pictures that;s why you'll see so many car pictures he can't get away from the camera if he's driving :D He's so handsome... I love him so much.

Enough sappy stuff off to bed. Hopefully we will be on a 3 day streak of 70 degree weather. Goodnight.

Funny Story

2009-04-04T22:55:00.001-07:00

So today I got the funniest backwards compliment in a long time. A very soft spoken women came up to me today at work... This was the dialogue that went on

Women: you have very pretty hair
Me: Thank you (smiling, I thought I was kind of having a good hair day)
Women: Is it yours?
Me: (puzzled expression) is my hair real?...
(she nods)
Me: (now a little shocked) Yes!!!

I finished what I was doing and walked away. I didn't know whether to me honored or insulted. Either way I couldn't stop laughing about it!!!!

A day in the country

2009-03-30T22:39:00.001-07:00

We went to visit husbands uncle today. It's about 40 miles out of Portland and it was just so amazing to see how quickly the scenery can change out here. I use to commute 40 miles to work back in California and the only thing that use to change were the exit names to the freeway but everything else remained virtually the same but here 40 miles is a whole different world. Filled with endless daffodils fields, cows, sheep, tractor crossing and these amazing farm houses that looked like illustrations in children's books. I loved it!!! I never have really seen a place like this before. It was so pretty. I really can see how people can like living out in the country so much.
On another completely different subject I stumbled upon this site today and I fell in love with the dorkiness of it and how addicting it could become.
The tagging effect is my favorite. I want to get a good picture of husband and I and make Christmas cards with it. This picture of my friend Lenny and I looks great like this. HAHA
And this one of my nephew... adorable. :D

Exhausted!!!

2009-03-25T18:00:00.000-07:00

I've been working for seven days straight and it's finally catching with me. I'm exhausted!!!! I just wanted to stop by and say hello I'll show this blog more love next week. After a proper day off. Back to work...
xoxo

First Day of Spring... YAY!!!!

2009-03-20T23:19:00.000-07:00

Spring - by cute and peculiar on Polyvore.com

Spring is in the air, and I am loving it!!! Being from Southern California I never experienced this whole season change thing, but now I totally feel it. The tiny bit of glee that everyone is feeling as the days and night seem to get warmer. The floral aroma lingering in the air. The sweet flowers that seem to slowly be peaking their little heads out everywhere. Even the random crazy showers today didn't seem to bother me. I am just so excited to experience spring showers because I will soon see the lovely benefits of it. I think I'm going to love spring in Portland.

New obsession polyvore. I can't seem to stop making springy outfits on it. This one was my favorite!!!

Peace Treaty via Paper Plane

2009-03-17T11:02:00.000-07:00

Last night husband and I got in a little tiff. Nothing serious it was silly really but neither of us wanted to talk first. Husband finally flew this lovely little airplane to me with an apology. I responded back the same way. we laughed about and made up. OOOH I love happy endings especially when they are sent on yellow airplanes

Continuing with the theme this was the the plane sent to me last week while I was watching t.v. I love you husband.

Happy St. Patrick's day!!!!! I hope everyone is festive wearing green, as for husband and I we felt that corn beef and cabbage was appropriate for dinner tonight. :)

The Best Weeknd

2009-03-15T21:09:00.000-07:00

Ahhh I much needed 3 day weekend. I am so happy to regroup and get to catch up with the fun stuff.
Friday- deep cleaned everything. The most refreshing thing. I just feel so at peace with a clean house. Then I made dinner for some great friends
Saturday- A lazy day at home with husband, walked to the tiny ice cream shop
Sunday- phone call catch up with all my friends and family, church and travel documentaries.
I know this doesn't sound like much but these are the little things that really refresh me and make me happy. Well gotta go husband and I got Rosetta Stone for Chinese we are prepping for a new adventure we are planing, more about that as it unfolds.

Ebay shop..... finally

2009-03-14T16:58:00.001-07:00

So i finally did it posted my first ebay item. I know that it is such a small insignificant step for so many but for some reason it was so hard for me to get up the nerves to. (silly I know). This is the first of many things that I plan on posting. i just want to get a feel for it first. This coat is such a great find and I really hope it finds a good home. Hope you like it.

I'm off to help husband cook dinner.

xoxo

Leslie

Happy Birthday Kiddo

2009-03-07T00:06:00.000-08:00

Happy Birthday to the best nephew a girl can ever have. He's smart, funny, adorable, and know the lyrics to Sheena is a Punk Rocker by the Ramones. :)
This picture was taken on his first day of preschool. Doesn't he look soooo cool. Although he is a big kid now in kindergarten and turning 6 this is still one of my favorite pictures.
Another oldie
And this one is just so adorable!!! Look at that face!!!!!!!
And he was the ever important ring bearer at my wedding along with his beautiful little sister as my flower girl. Okay I know, I know they are family but I just think they are the cutest
And Christian if your reading this your gift is sent out in the mail... here's a sneak peak! I love you. Happy Birthday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Picnic at the park

2009-03-03T23:04:00.001-08:00

Husband and I had a fun afternoon. I little picnic in Washington Park and then as we were driving down we realized that the playground was empty. We just couldn't help ourselves.!!!

Here he is showing his Ninja skills!!!
Maybe we went on the slide.....
Maybe the pictures are a little blurry but hey... you try holding a camera straight when you are playing. I have to admit some parents caught me going down the slide as they were walking their little girl towards it. we left quickly after that :) It was so much fun.

Hats and sweaters required

2009-02-26T23:09:00.000-08:00

We live in an old building where our building manager controls the heat and sometimes..... It just doesn't come on. HA We are forced to wear our hats and sweaters in doors. Good thing my mom loves knitting husband and I hats and scarves. Thanks mom!!!!! We really don't get mad about it. It's just one of those stories we'll tell about our first year married and our tiny, drafty apartment. XOXO

Little things make me happy

2009-02-25T18:09:00.001-08:00

Did you know that some cereals still do free toys inside the box!!!!!!!!!!! I didn't think so. I was about to have a bowl of Apple Jacks yesterday when all of a sudden there it was in all it's glory a tiny plush Pluto doll. I don't even like Pluto all that much but who cares!!!! There was a toy in my cereal box!!!! It felt like Christmas day, like I was 5 years old all over again. I wonder how many kids now have actually experienced this recently. I hope my kids will someday still have that joy in the simple sweet things in life. So if any cereal CEO ever reads this BRING BACK THE TOYS!!!! THANK YOU APPLE JACKS!!!

no makeup required

2009-02-23T17:01:00.000-08:00

Today is one of those great, super lazy days the type that you wake up in time for lunch. HA. NO need to get dressedor put on makeup. (**love***) It's raining today which at first made me a bit sad because all the really pretty sunshiny days have been when I'm at work (which doesn't even have windows) but I think it God's way of telling me to slow down, stay home and just enjoy that. I lit my pumpkin spice candle (it felt appropriate for this weather) and have nothing written on my agenda for the rest of the day. Maybe some tea and a movie at home with husband later but absolutely no expectation. ** sigh** I needed this!!

This is my last painting I finished before I went on vacation I just haven't gotten around to posting it. It's really how I fell about husband and I. We are at a really exciting place in our lives where something is about to change. We just need to be opened to it.

Happy Lazy Monday!!!! <3 <3

I'm back!!!!!!

2009-02-21T16:40:00.000-08:00

Hello everyone,

After a fantastic vacation to visit my family in California and then a girls weekend to Salt Lake. I am finally back home and rested enough to start blogging again. (why are vacations even more exhausting than real life). I've had a little creative dry spell lately. I think I've had to be too present for real life that I am not able to day dream as much :) Boo!!! to having to pay attention to real life. Oh well I know the creative juices will start flowing any minute.

The picture on top is of my favorite Japanese soda. Husband had one waiting for me in the car when he picked me up from the airport along with Hello Kitty candy that tasted like a strawberry milkshake (so yummy!!) and spicy prawned flavored chips. (they sound gross but they are so good) Isn't he just the sweetest. Well I'm off to be present in real life. I promise I'll drop by more often

It's finally finished!!!!

2009-02-05T15:24:00.000-08:00

So here is the final product. It's a really basic dress the top is made out of jersey and it has a thick elastic waist band as part of the decoration and of course this fabric. I am actually really proud of the finished product it was a bit more challenging than I thought being that the skirt fabric is hand woven it unraveled easily but I managed and best of all it is so comfortable. It definitely got bumped up to one of my favorite things to wear.

The end product worn by me. Husband was making me laugh to much and this is the best picture we got. HA oh well you get the idea.
I leave you with one of my favorite pictures of my brother and his family. It was taken the day I moved up to Portland and despite the very emotional goodbye they still managed to still look completely adorable. Just a few more days until I get to see them.
xoxo
Leslie

Valentines day right around the corner

2009-02-01T20:45:00.000-08:00

Normally I don't really think that Valentines day is a big deal but this year I will be in California visiting my family while husband will be at home. :( and suddenly the idea of pink and red hearts everywhere is dancing around my head. Last year we had a 1970's themed valentines picnic. It really was as funny as it sounds. Stripped socks, short shorts, (both him and I. HA!!!) and Farah Fawcett hair. It was so great. But this year I have to either leave a present or wait until I get back. I think that when it comes to Valentines day the more cheesy the better.

I found this cute idea on Martha Stewart's website it seems like just the right about of cheesy. Now if only I could find a place that has Hello Kitty Cupid that would deliver these to him. I'm joking.....sort of

Bad Blogger

2009-01-31T00:29:00.000-08:00

Sorry folks I've been pretty horrible at this lately. I've been just so consumed with finishing my dress and reading non stop. I had my first visit to Powell's Books. ( I know I've lived here 7 months and I'm just now going. I'm so ashamed) Well needless to say if you've already been there it is AMAZING. You can just get so consumed there. I just finished reading A Thousand Splendid Suns It was sooooooo good. A must read tear jerker. The characters really came to life.

Well I'll have pictures of the finished dress tommorow . More soon.

The yummiest food

2009-01-24T22:05:00.000-08:00

Tonight we went out with our great friends Kevin and Whitney to the best little hole in the wall restaurant in Downtown Portland. It's been all the rage between my co-workers and I figured I needed to spread the yumminess. So we hopped on over to A.J. at the Rail. It's seriously the best food for a great price. Husband had a burger that he claimed was the best he'd had since his grandpas homemade ones. They even have what we decided was the best food idea ever TOTCHOS.... that's right tater tot nachos. HA! If your in the area you should try it.

Rearranging Part II

2009-01-23T16:41:00.000-08:00

Here are some more pictures of our apartment makeover. The table on top is our newest purchase once we moved stuff around we were actually able to have a bigger living room area so we decided that it would be nice to get a table that we can read and have meals for just the two of us on while enjoying the view.
We moved the bookshelf and husbands deck to the corner next to it.
Then moved our bed and our dresser/entertainment area next to that. It's great now we can watch movies from his computer from or bed.
We didn't do much with the kitchen just push the dinner table to the corner so that we can have more walking space. We'll just pull it out when we have guest over.
And lastly my work space again the final product. All and all I think I am loving this our apartments face lift. I don't ever want to leave :)

New Space, New Ideas

2009-01-22T22:30:00.000-08:00

We rearranged our apartment today. Some of it is still in the process but I was excited to set up my craft area. We live in a studio that has a walk in closet with no doors so we are able to make it work for us a tiny room. We were using it as a closet/bedroom but we decided it was time for a change I got luck and not only do I have the whole space for my clothes. (sorry husband I love dresses) but now it is also my work space. It's coming together so well. Above is my paint station.

This is one corner of my desk. Both pieces of work are done by me. I'm a big John Lennon fan fyi We share the same birthday... My dad loves that :) I'm also a really big fan of Jesus and obsessed with Catholic candles they just remind me of my mom.

These pretty things are hung right above that corner of my desk. Print from The Black Apple, character drawing of husband and I by me. The owl is a little gangster with his "g" bling that my friend Brian made me because I love really blingy ghetto jewelry. (the more shiny and the bigger the better right?)
This is the final look. Still some odds and ends to clean up. I feel so inspired with this new work space.

A little bit of my history

2009-01-21T22:58:00.000-08:00

I haven't been to Guatemala in almost 8 years and I am missing it so much. I use to spend my summers there as a little girl I have so much family that I would never know half of them and I it always felt like a giant party. I remember watching these amazing women weaving fabrics on these big looms I loved it. Well last night I found a little of my past tucked away in the back of my fabric drawer.
I found this fabric that my mom bought me a few years back when she went to visit. I've been so scared to use it because it's just too pretty to take scissors to and possibly ruin it. I really think I would cry. But last night I felt confident I finally decided to make a simple little a line dress using a stretch cotton for the top and this lovely fabric as the bottom. I was super careful and only managed to mess up once. Luckily something easy to fix. I'll have pictures the finished product soon I just need some elastic for the waist band and I'll be done. I am so proud of myself and it makes me really happy that every time I wear it, it'll remind me of my family and a little bit of my history and traditions.
No one said that creativity was orderly. It looks like crafts and projects just through up on my desk. I usually can't have it look like this for too long. I think I'll clean it tomorrow.

Thank you for being my best friend

2009-01-20T22:42:00.000-08:00

After the last very negative post about my current attitude towards everyone. I have completely gone full circle to a complete ball of mushy love. I know I haven't gotten my act together as far as posting all my great vintage find ( I promise they exists and they are real good) But I just have to write a little something about how great this man is to me and how much I really love him. I feel so blessed that he is in my life and I get to share so much with him. Sometimes we think that being grown ups shouldn't be this much fun or you should be able to laugh this much together, but we do. So enough with the sappy but "husband I love you" P.s. I will beat you at a game once in my life I promise that!!! :)

what is wrong with everyone?????

2009-01-18T17:46:00.000-08:00

So today is just on of those that I should have just stayed home. For my sake and for anyone that has to be within 100 ft. of me. LOL I don't know if it's me giving off a vibe but people are just so weird and rude. WHERE IS EVERYONES COMMON SENSE!!!!????

Maybe I'm just angry because I'm stuck indoor on this beautiful sunny day and well... honestly slightly (p.m.s.ing) Okay I fessed up. I can't wait to be off tomorrow and maybe a picnic at the park with husband. At least I still like him.

one more thing for today

2009-01-14T19:15:00.000-08:00

I promise I was getting back to work I just stumbled my this adorable catalog card maker as I was reading one of my favorite blogs. If you want your own just go here. (it's free)

Okay, okay back to work I'll leave you with this picture of our road trip to Portland from SoCal. That's all our stuff in the back seat I still don't think you can grasp how jammed packed our car was. HA

Still in the works

2009-01-14T18:37:00.000-08:00

So after I very busy day getting myself organized I was only able to photograph these little guys tonight. (Where does the time go?) Well at least you get a little sneak peek of what's in store.

This book was re published in 1966 but the actual book as made in the 1950's which explains the adorable nostalgic illustrations it even has one of my favorite stories in it. Peter Rabbit. Oh so cute!!! <3

And this cutie is a 1970's sewing books. I don't think it gets better than that. The book itself is very informative and really can help you learn, but it's okay to just like it for the pictures.

These things are not quite up yet but just wanted to give you some idea of things you might find in the shop.

Adios

I know I've said this before but...

2009-01-13T23:11:00.000-08:00

I love my family so much. They are so supportive. I told them of my recent little business ideas and they were all so excited for me. It feels so great to know that I have such an amazing family that will always be there for me and truly believe in me. (even when I want to second guess myself)

Well I'm off tomorrow and I have a big To-Do list. Hopefully I'll have some pictures of the vintage treasures I will be listing soon. They are so cute, I can't wait to share more!!!!

New paintings on etsy

2009-01-12T21:38:00.001-08:00

I'm on a role with the posting and with the new shops. I've had a lonely little etsy shop for quite a while and I just finished the mom and daughter painting and got really excited to update the shop with a couple of my original pieces. To get more info just go here.

P.S. sorry for the bad lighting on these pictures I promise the colors of these paintings are a lot more vibrant.

My very own little vintage shop

2009-01-12T19:57:00.001-08:00

I have loved vintage clothes and this style icon for much too long to not share my vintage finds with the world. Husband has finally convinced me to try my hand at the online vintage shopping market. So cute and peculiar just got a little more exciting I will be posting some of my finds soon and a link on where to get them. I've already got a few really great items to sell and so much more to come. Aside from having to hunt down great vintage pieces for others, I am also going to me making some reconstructed pieces from thing with great potential that just need a little help making the cut. I am so excited!!!!! Pictures of items coming soon.

Year of Fitness

2009-01-09T23:23:00.000-08:00

Have I mentioned that this is the year of fitness. I know that everyone makes all these crazy resolutions at the beginning of the year but husband and I have been trying to eat better and exercise a little at home. Nothing too crazy we don't want to over do it or anything. We made flash card of exercises that we can do at home everyday. One of them even included a boxing match on the wii. (We have to have fun) So far we've been sticking to it.

Well.... sort of we did go here

and here today

Opps. Well this year of fitness is hard work sometimes you just have to treat yourself....Right? Well I've done my crunches, my walk this morning and some push ups I think I'll call it a day. I'll try to not stay up until 4 today. I think I might just paint for a little then bed time. Good night.

Chasing the sunshine

2009-01-09T14:53:00.001-08:00

Okay, okay so maybe I stayed up until 4 am reading about really bad celebrity gossip. That's so embarrassing to admit I promise I'm not normally like that I just got sucked in last night.

Well falling asleep so late didn't stop me this morning from noticing that the beautiful sunshine had payed us a visit. I bundled up and went out to soak it up. It was so needed. This is my first winter here in Portland and when people say it's gloomy they are not joking. Coming from SoCal is a really big change and anytime I get to spend out in the sun I'm gonna take. Even if I've only had just a few hours of sleep.

I also fell in love with my neighbor hood all over again. I had forgotten how pretty it is and how nice it is to walk around here. Thank you Sunshine!!!!!!!

Paper Hats!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-01-06T23:05:00.000-08:00

Sometimes my friend and like to have paper hat dress up and pretend that we are from far new worlds. The tiara was mine but it looked much better on Tony. Hollaaaa!!!!! LOL

ikea date and an evening of music

2009-01-05T23:49:00.001-08:00

After a great day off with husband going to Ikea for some unsuccessfully shopping. Honestly we were not really in the market for anything I think we both were secretly craving Swedish meatballs. HA

We settled back home and have been listening to music all night while I've been drawing.

Do you ever have those music moments when everything sounds great to listen to. I went from Wu Tang and Dr. Dre to the B 52's and Blondie then to Selena. No joke all within one evening . LOL. Sometimes my taste of music cracks me up. Does anyone else have those type of contradictory moment. Oh well it's always a lot of fun to like a little of everything.

Walking away from 2008

2008-12-31T18:56:00.000-08:00

Thank you 2008 for being such a great year. I feel like there is so much that changed and I have been so blessed this year. Here are some highlights

*I got married
*We had the best honeymoon in Hawaii ( Hanama Bay I love you)
* We moved to Portland with all of our belonging shoved in the back of the car. Good thing Cody is good at tetris is was so strategically packed
*Our parents came to visit and loved it
* for the first time I feel like I am being true to myself
* I've gotten to the point that I just want to do what I want even if I'm fearful of failing
*I've erased all my time limits I had about my life and just trusting that God know when and where I need to be in my life
And....
* For the first time in my life I had a white Christmas

I'm excited about what next year has in store for us and I wish every one a Happy New Year.

Love, Leslie

I love deers and fawns

2008-12-30T18:41:00.000-08:00

I was super inspired my this amazing artist last night her work is seriously so unique and amazing I just fell in love with it. So I decided to make a Miss Van inspired stencil of a baby fawn... Here it is

But this is where the story gets better Cody and I stumbled into the baby fawns dad at the sporting good store. I mean sure he's made out of rubber and his face is a bit scratched up but he's still cute. Cody says they use these deer "dummies" to practice shooting which made be a little sad. Shhh don't tell the baby that.

But at least I got to take a picture with it.
See ya

my family

2008-12-29T00:02:00.001-08:00

I miss these guys a lot today.

I'm feeling a little under the weather today and all I want is my mom. Somehow moms have this way of making you feel better always. Husband takes care of me pretty well though so I really can't complain.

I'm off to rest and maybe have some tea.

I wanna go back to bed

2008-12-27T10:18:00.000-08:00

Oh Husband how I would much rather be with you today than at stinkin' ol' work. Today was so tough getting up from my comfy warm bed to the cold damp Portland air. Trudging through the icy streets all to be locked up this tiny room they call an office. Well at least I have something to look forward to come home to... Husband I love you I hope you feel better.

Merry Christmas Charlie Brown!!!!!!!!!!

2008-12-25T01:08:00.000-08:00

Merry Christmas to everyone. Here is a picture of our Charlie Brown tree tiny and perfect. This is our first Christmas married and away from our families. Although I miss them it really is great to make our own traditions and memories together. I was surprised after coming home from work (Yes I did work Christmas eve.) to dinner set, candles lit and Christmas music playing. I love my husband.

first post

2008-12-23T21:25:00.000-08:00

Ahh. I can't believe I started a blog I am such a nerd. Well... I hope it'll be fun to read!